If you're reading this, I'm dead. Happens, I guess.
In the small time I've know you, I've seen you grow and change dramatically. You look out for the people around you, making sure everyone's healthy and happy. You may not have all the life skills, but your kindness and sweet nature perseveres throughout all the struggles we've encountered. You're still growing into a young man, but you're well on your way into becoming a good one.
I know its hard to ask this, but they'll need your support. Keep the team together, alright? I know I can trust you with this.
Love, Fern
P.S. I already wrote this in advance just in case. I wanted to write something new for the trip to your place but its hard I guess.
Maybe this is weird. But you're like a son to me. I just want you to know that.
If you're reading this, I'm dead. I'd like to think its because I was killed, as weird as that might be, but honestly? I don't entirely trust myself with what Juri's hanging over us.
I know we've joked about me being such a mom, but please indulge me here. I'm really proud of you. Whether part of Juri's game or just trying to relieve stress, you've demonstrated loyalty, maturity, and intelligence. You pushed trials forward to make sure we made progress. Sure, you were impulsive at times, but its because you care. I don't think we would've gotten anywhere without you.
These guys might need you in the future to get through this mess. I believe in you.
Love, Fern
P.S. I couldn't write something new. I'm sorry.
I meant what I said though. I'm so proud of you. I'm sorry I scared you with all that sacrifice talk. I just want you to grow and change and see more of the world. You deserve that.
I understand why you did what you did. I just want you to know that its okay I don't blame you. Sometimes I think about what's important to me and consider it too. If Mallick's forgiven you over there, I do too.
I enjoyed doing laundry with you and I miss you a lot. Its not the same without you here.
I had a letter prepared for you in case I died. I kind of ripped it up. Like you ripped up my chest with a scalpel. Still healing by the way. Thanks for that.
You hurt any of those kids and no barrier between heaven and hell will stop me from finding you.
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To Dead People
Date: 2016-08-10 03:51 am (UTC)To Brady
Date: 2016-08-10 03:54 am (UTC)BradyStewball,If you're reading this, I'm dead. Happens, I guess.
In the small time I've know you, I've seen you grow and change dramatically. You look out for the people around you, making sure everyone's healthy and happy. You may not have all the life skills, but your kindness and sweet nature perseveres throughout all the struggles we've encountered. You're still growing into a young man, but you're well on your way into becoming a good one.
I know its hard to ask this, but they'll need your support. Keep the team together, alright? I know I can trust you with this.
Love,
Fern
P.S. I already wrote this in advance just in case. I wanted to write something new for the trip to your place but its hard I guess.
Maybe this is weird. But you're like a son to me. I just want you to know that.
To Chitoge
Date: 2016-08-10 03:57 am (UTC)If you're reading this, I'm dead. I'd like to think its because I was killed, as weird as that might be, but honestly? I don't entirely trust myself with what Juri's hanging over us.
I know we've joked about me being such a mom, but please indulge me here. I'm really proud of you. Whether part of Juri's game or just trying to relieve stress, you've demonstrated loyalty, maturity, and intelligence. You pushed trials forward to make sure we made progress. Sure, you were impulsive at times, but its because you care. I don't think we would've gotten anywhere without you.
These guys might need you in the future to get through this mess. I believe in you.
Love,
Fern
P.S. I couldn't write something new. I'm sorry.
I meant what I said though. I'm so proud of you. I'm sorry I scared you with all that sacrifice talk. I just want you to grow and change and see more of the world. You deserve that.
Good luck kid
To Sayaka
Date: 2016-08-10 04:04 am (UTC)I understand why you did what you did. I just want you to know that
its okayI don't blame you. Sometimes I think about what's important to me and consider it too. If Mallick's forgiven you over there, I do too.I enjoyed doing laundry with you and I miss you a lot. Its not the same without you here.
I hope we can bring you home. Someday, somehow.
Love,
Fern
To Walter
Date: 2016-08-10 04:07 am (UTC)I had a letter prepared for you in case I died. I kind of ripped it up. Like you ripped up my chest with a scalpel. Still healing by the way. Thanks for that.
You hurt any of those kids and no barrier between heaven and hell will stop me from finding you.